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MTC

2012-02-10T04:42:00.001-08:00

Ia datang kembali..
Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mengetahui setiap yg ditentukanNya.
Walau sehebat mana pon, harus redha.
Ternyata Dia sangat menyayangi kami.

aidiladha

2011-11-06T10:07:00.000-08:00

aidilfitri da lepas.. datang pulak aidiladha..
cpt btul masa berlalu..
da dua bln rupanya di bumi tur-apantah-tan (bak kata membe aku yg sorg tuh)
2 more months to go ( i hope!)
jgn la lama2 telekat kat sni..
ape je aku nk adap kat sni.. alih2 pavi-yimpash-llion..

da mula rendu rutin harian naek lrt..lepak umah..membe2.
btulla org ckp.kita akan lebih appreciate things ble da xde..

hr ni bgn tdo teringat Jco donuts..
adoi.. ape kejadahnye lah Jco donuts lak neh..
org hr raya tringin rendang, ketupat, lemang semua.
aku tringin Jco donuts.. minah saleh abes da neh..

so far, it wasn't dat bad la raya kat rig.
ble pk keje.. lupe abes rasa yg lain2 tuh..

salam aidil adha
caspian sea,2011

labu

2010-11-08T03:18:00.000-08:00

sy ade kwn. name dia labu.

labu sgt sengal. tp sy suka labu.

labu salu marah sbb saya slalu lambt.

tp sy xkesah..die marah die yg penat.

hehehhehe.

hr neh ade oven pumpkin dkt galley

itu sbb sy tringat dkt labu

jd sy tulis entry buat labu..

"oh anyway.."

hi labu!

(^_^)

081110

2010-11-07T22:43:00.000-08:00

why can't it be a lot easier.
the answer is: they're just full of shit.!
i dun ask for more.
how i wish life is simple.
the way it shud be.

i want to go no where please.
let me stay.

021110

2010-11-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

tggu saye balik..

oh anyway... me too!

301010

2010-10-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

byk gila kapal...

abuq dan pepatung nya... hehe

milo dinasour utk naga abuq.. haha

i guess pictures speak louder than words..

"oh anyway.."

tanah!

2010-09-07T10:10:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah.. finally..am back after 12hours journey..
no seasick..lega :)
never thought we would enjoyed it..
i mean part where we were transferred from western spirit to crest atlas.
using cute little fast rescue boat or FRB..
we're ready as early as 0530hrs for toolbox meeting.. (xtdo pon sbnanye..hahahha)
then, ble da cerah sket..here we go..!
pagi neh laut x tenang..mcm roller coaster pon ade ble da cecah msuk laut..
ble da dlm FRB, trase dkt sgt dgn laut.. and ble da grak br la nampak..
besa jugak western spirit neh...trase sedeh pulak..all crews were very nice..thanks a lot..:)
ble smpai crest atlas..tgk xde pon ladder. yg ade just tayar gedabak..hohoho
mmg kne panjat tayar neh la nmpaknye..and we've made it!
kami adalah pemanjat berjaya..(^_^)/ dan juga penumpang tegar sehingga ke bintulu port..
esok balik !! yeay.. and cuti raye jugak dah cair...:))

070910

2010-09-06T12:20:00.000-07:00

today is the day..we will be heading back to land soon..
err..3 hours from now... pelik tul lah..
i've been waiting for this moment for the last couple of weeks.
and here it is..tp asal x happy pon? in fact, i'm a little bit nervous..
neh sume sbb nak naek vessel kecik kjap lagi la neh..
ye..da tau da..ktrg naek yg plg kecik tu...
dah 2 minggu aku tropong dr sni petang2..
tolong la.. jgn seasick..psychologically, dulu aku naek ferry pg lgkawi ok je...
so..i guess there should not be any problem la kut..bole pkai ke equation neh..?
pelik.da 2 hr aku xslesa.. nervous smcm jeh..
hopefully we will have a safe journey. insyaallah..:)

040910

2010-09-04T13:52:00.000-07:00

the whole day aku jd "penunggu katil".
yes. today i'm sick..not seasick! but i'm sick..pape jela
i just hate vomiting.. ;(
since i only had 7-up for sahur that made it even worse.
thanks liza..for everything..
alhamdulillah..am much better at night..

tp tgk gaya mcm weather nk peak up blk je neh..
tlg la.. aku xnak jd penunggu setia katil lg..

sahur ape? air masak! lg slamat.

030910

2010-09-03T14:14:00.000-07:00

Thank God it's Friday..yeah.Tomorrow is Saturday.

Here comes another weekend.so what's up for weekend pakcik dan makcik out there?

Here at western spirit , they do have weekend! Who say you have no weekend at offshore.

There's a white board hanging on the wall near to the junction on the way to galley.. (details neh. hehe)

normally it's clean or sometimes it's full with printed papers full of name lists on it

or sometimes you can even see smiley face on it. anak sapelah rajen nau mlukis.

However, on Friday nyte.( ke nak kne ckp mlm sabtu?) All crews are fully aware..

even the newbie pon will straight away aware kut..haha

"poker nite. 12:30".......it's poker nite everyone...=_="

but for us, we prefer to lyn dvd..jln2 kat helideck ke..sometimes, we do our "new activity".. hahaha

sape ckp xde life? okay ape... duk diam2 kat cabin..buat report.surf internet.chatting. duet x kuar.

okay fine..tipu.. nak balik weyh! aku nk g lepak mkn char kuey teow kat mali's..

nk g jln2 kat carrefour. carrefour? pape lah..nak g makan tako tao yg sdap kat jusco tu.

pastu.. aku nk g jalan2..maen lyg-lyg ke..sume aku nk buat..

so, berbalik kpd crita white board..ble hr sabtu mlm..it can be clean as usual or there will be

"fire drill. 12:45 " written on it...derh..the fact that the fire drill is announced earlier, bgus la..

xdela aku tkejut bdak bgn dr tdo mcm kat rig ble ade fire drill. dgn nk carry EBA yg kemain lg ringan.

yeah..the atmosphere here is way too different than drilling rig..mmg la, da keje pon laen ye dak.

so,sahur ape hr ne? half tin of 7-up will do..

south china sea

2010-09-01T13:18:00.000-07:00

long way to go

closer

almost

us.. we'll be back in 5 days tyme! yeah raya:)

choc brownies in the house!

2010-08-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

yeah another entry psl mknan..

thanks chef bijosh!

ur choc brownies together with vanilla ice cream

really made my day..!

and ur welcome everyone...

sbb me and liza tebalkan muke request for that..

\(^.^)/

290810

2010-08-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

mcm biasa..our fav chef will brief us..
oh hi guys...this beef. this is chicken.& this is fish..
tp td aku xle thn da, aku bntai gelak dpn2 dia jugak..
sorry chef..xle thn, sumpah lwk..naseb ko xpaham bm..
tp hr neh ada briyani!! and ade sotong and udang..
benda baru stelah skian lama..:)
dan khazanah2 maggi juga tlah bjaya ktrg slongkar..
slame 3 mggu neh entry aku pnuh psl mkan je gamaknye.=.=''

hr neh tringen gle nk pegi bzar ramadhan..huhuhu.
murtabak daging.roti john.taufu fa. air cincau.air tebu.buah melaka.
mak oi..sdapnye.. rse nk brenang balik je..

okay stelah skian lame aku nk ckp bnda neh..
hr neh aku ckp sbb hr neh emo..?
kalo aku ckp kang org ckp aku prejudis. tp suka ati la kan..
aku mmg lemah btul dgn mereka2 yg bertalam 3 4 8 muka..
dulu aku susah sng jatuh tpusing tgolek dok x pnah pon diorg amek tahu..
aleh2 skrg pergh, pijak semut pon x mati dpn aku...sudah2la.
yes people can easily say.. u r being too judgemental.too prejudice..so?
tp tula..da mmg lumrah hidup gamaknye..
kalo kita kat atas suma org suka.
kalo kat bwh...even pkai lense yg gdabak tu pon org bole buat2 xnampak..

anyhow, i shud be thankful for having ''them'' yg always there for me no matter how..

280810

2010-08-28T01:24:00.000-07:00

we've got a drill today..it's a fire drill !to be exact..
yeah..at least we've new things to talk about..
and... the vessel seems to roll a bit..saba jela..
me and my 3 weeks(almost la) cabinmate were talking about how great it's
if we both were not offshore...
bole shopping baju raye..(umi already got me one..i dunno how does it looks like...adeyh)
bole jln2 kat bazar ramadhan..(naseb smpat jugak pegi skali..)
bole pegi terawih..( this year x dpt pegi lg..sume sendirian berhad je)
bole buat kueh raya kat kampung..nak tart nenas ngn samprit dgn cornflakes.. okay stop it.
bole maen bunga api.mercun. meriam buluh(ok yg ni diharamkan.. tp smpat lg raya neh.. i'm back for raya!)

paul said: guys, it's a holiday for all of u... enjoy ur tyme shopping at the market today..
yeah rite..x membantu lgsung..=.=''

i found this song when watching a muvie just now, Collide..
i knew i've heard it before...excited gle nk gtau liza..
i know this song! i know this song!
only then i remembered who actually led me to it..
aiyoooo..

270810

2010-08-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

merayap di backdeck..tgk dvd.lyn mp3.dat's it for today..

today's mode: m.a.l.a.s

food: mmg out of coverage...=_=''....telan je labu..

org kat bosnia..kt palestine tu punye la susah nk dpt mkn..

aku rse way better la drpd di serve perut mcm kt site survey

betulke info ko neh acappan?

tp..hr yg gelap kini sudah terang!

akhirnya..maggi tomyam yg diyakini kehalalannya telah dijumpai!

yeah..mission accomplished captain..(^.^)/

smoga hari esok lebih baek dr hr ini :)

260810

2010-08-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari khamis...
here we go again.. same boring routine la makngah..=.="
luckily,we did have new things to do..!
hehehe... mcm bukan aku je yg buat neh...
slepas aktiviti baru..ktrg tgk bulan!
bulan penuh..it's lovely..subhanallah..:)

how lucky i am to witness all this..

laut pon tenang gile..x mcm smlm...smlm mmg xbole blah..
anyway, mel the way u expressed u takut tgk laut td..mmg comel..hehehe :)
today's bukak puasa clan x ckup korum... without anas..:(
but he left us with his serunding yg sdap:))
& pggnti anas yg mcm miss venezuela...pelik btul.. cmne la minah2 neh bole sesat keje kat ats kapal neh... mmg ko cuci mata la kasyah! hahaha

dat's it for today..smoga maseh ada esok :)

never knew i needed

2010-08-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing

for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you're the best thing i never knew I needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily ever after
the way you slime and how you comfort me with your laughter
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here
so unexpectedly undeniablely happy
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
now it's so clear i need you here always

nice song...

trase sdap pulak ble tgk cte princess & the frog just now :)

250810

2010-08-25T07:36:00.000-07:00

it's august 25th..da lame x tulis blog.!
yeah.. and now i'm 22+1 years old( a year older..)

trase cpt btul mse blalu..
last nite i got a msg :10years of relationship.
that really broke me into tears.. never tot u rmember every single little thing that we did for the last 10 years.. omg...btape budak2 nye aku dulu..skrg pon aku rase..
i do appreciate our friendship..thanks for always there for me..(^-^)

not to be forgotten, to my family.friends.buddies.sahabat.teman..dan seangkatan dgnnye..it meant alot to me..

thanks liza for making it a day here.... eventho today's mode : sleeping...hehhe
thanks akasyah.. for the sweet call..(never tot i'm gonna get a birthday wish call here..)

thanks to all, for all the warm wishes...
hoping that everbody shall have a great life ahead..
i felt lucky enuf..surrounded by korg smua..:)

once again,thanks for the share..!

310710

2010-07-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

4 is just a number..btul ke?
..tp. aku sendiri yg ckp ari tu..ah sengal.
dtg yg baru ganti yg lama..
tp efek die x sama bai..yep.. xkan pnah sama..itu mmg dah tentu2 la.
yg lama ttp lama..aku sng dgn yg lama.
br sehari xde dpn mata je neh..da rsa mcm setahun.. apa crita?
cliche la makngah...!

kepada yg lama: smoga sehat di tempat baru..sdeyh btul tgk ko blah semalam..:(
kepada yg baru: jgn kecik hati..:P the journey just begun..still,long way to go..

short visit

2010-07-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

luv the demam bola..marathon gila..shopping(sarad sakan.. aku tgk je:P)
and of course makan! iza..sdap kan pau & karipap aku..hehehe:)
omg.. this was the weekend i've been waiting for...eventho xckup ronggeng club members...thanks for the short visit korg! it meant a lot to me:)

280610

2010-06-28T08:26:00.001-07:00

an evening with doublechoc.currypuff.blueberry.
nice one!

thanx a lot..
petang yg means a lot to me..:)
cause i noe u'll always there for me.
dat's wut we call
sahabat.kawan.teman.friend

130610

2010-06-13T02:19:00.001-07:00

terlalu banyak yg nak dicakap
smpai satu pon tak terkeluar
pening..yup.tepat sekali.
nk puaskan hati smua
maaf..aku x mampu...
diri sendiri pon terkontang-kanting seperti selalu

tema hari ini:
saya suka cekodok pisang.

buat umi:
smoga smuanya sperti yg dirancang.Insyaallah.

060610

2010-06-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

terlalu banyak yg berlaku smpai kdg-kdg kita terlupa..
mungkin ini la yang org sebut-sebut..
rencah kehidupan
full with uncertainties..
that's why sometimes i can see the need of a wake up call in life...

even though.. aku xnak bnda yg sama jadi.
ia tetap jadi..
why?
sebab DIA lebih mengetahui setiap yg terbaik buat semua.

ps: dear maksu..slamat pgntin baru & dear paksu, welcome to mem melah's family...

wound

2010-05-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

at first glance, an empty glass bottle
doesn't look that harmful at all
but when it breaks,its small pieces can cause a deep cut..

accidentally cut my finger pretty deep just now..
and it continues bleeding..

argh saket! da kebas...
tp mseh smpat update dlm blog..
naseb jari kat tgn kiri..

300510

2010-05-29T14:10:00.000-07:00

put urself in my shoes
walk a while walk that mile for me
only then i'll put myself in your shoes

290510

2010-05-29T13:58:00.000-07:00

i really need a bleach!

for everything

280510

2010-05-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

basuh baju.kemas rumah.mop lantai.
done!
having a great time lyn novel yg da lame terbiar.
cuti mmmg terbaek!
(^_^)

270510

2010-05-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

sorry..dun wanna b that meant..
but i have to say this..
"u r such an idiot"

just a simple rule of thumb to share
"don't force things..it makes them break."

anyway.. 1 more to go!
(^_^)

260510

2010-05-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

2 more to go! yeah!!!
\(^-^)/

today's post

2010-05-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

one down.. 4 more to go!
(^_^)

too bad

2010-05-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

i feel terribly bad...
bad bad bad..
what have i done..
terasa aku sgt jahat..
maaf hujung rambut hujung kaki.

mr jumper

2010-04-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

special thanks to mr jumper
i owe u one today!
phew~

the x-file

2010-04-18T05:05:00.000-07:00

all by myself..

dear ayah: get well soon...( i guess this is the tyme for u to have a long long so called 'vacation' without worksssss...).. i'll be home soon:)

today is tuesday

2010-03-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

today: full of foods..

some people say: foods can ease the pain..

i guess it doesn't work for me.

jgn dilayan ego yg pastinya sntiasa nun dipuncak

..sabar itu separuh daripada iman..

[p/s: thanx hannah.. u came..tharu gile...u've made my day dear]

entah

2010-03-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

sgt susah nk ditranslate kepada mana2 perkataan
pelik betul rasenye
sakit jiwa bila dipk2 kan
sarcastic lak tu bunyinya
conclusion: malas nk pk..@_@

[saket gg menyerang lagi..:( ]

sepatu

2010-03-20T00:29:00.000-07:00

date: 16th March 2010

+bunyi hp memekak2 kn telinga..(adeyh sape lak neh kaco my precious sleeping time..mula mmbebel dlm hati) ..alamak.!3missed call and an incoming call from UMI..
( "Dila! da pkul brape da neh..hr neh keje kan? blaa3x..")
Dengan spnuh tnaga...bgn smbil dlm ati.. hah ni la pdahnye bila travel n smpai umah tgh2 mlm..
(mata trasa sgt la berat..nk tdo please!)
pap! bgn.siap smue..! done.. gerak kluar.. alamak br pasan..ade sneakers spsg yang aku pkai smlm je tggl..(suddenly, tkeluar soalan subjektif dlm kpala..("eh mne g sume ksut.slipar.sandal atau seangakatan dgnnye neh?")... oh shit..sume kat ofis..elok..terbaek lah..
nmpak sandal2 kpunyaan isi umah..
-kasut maksu mmg awal2 da out of list -size xsame.
-kasut kak nadia: same hal jugak
-kasut kak anne: ouh pnyelamat dunia ku..

me: " maksu, ckp kat kak anne..dila pinjam selipar die ye..ptg kang pulang blik emergency neh.."
maksu: " okay..amek je.."

dgn pnuh bgaya: sarung n jalan..

smpai kat tepi lrt station..alamak.asal laen mcm sandal neh..lah..tali putus..tapak da nk tkluar..
(ouh..knapa la skrg..tringat kat cousin a.k.a aka mima:
me: " kak mima! da g keje ke? org nye kasut tputus la..kat dpn umah kak mima neh...emergency neh.
k.mima: " ala dila, k.mima da smpai ofis la..sori xle tlg"

ouh..dgn hati yg kuat..ikat sandal ngn tag pipe( hahhaaha) cuba lg jln..ouh ok lg neh.. jalan dgn gaye yg cool..eventho prasan org tgk gak kaki aku yg cm pelik je rupenye berikat2 neh..
bila jln br prasan..sandal yg left side pon tapak die da nk tcabut..ouh apekah nasib di pagi hr neh.
sambil call kmae( dgn harapan mgunung die blum naek tren..so bole mtk tlg bwk extra sandal to lrt station)
me: " weh, ko da g keje ke?
kmae: " ha lela..da..br je msuk tren neh...( hancur luluh hati)
me: menceritakan kesah di pagi hari
kmae: la yeke..xpe..ko try wut bodo je..pdulik org tgk ko..blasah je
me: ye.. tgh blasah la neh.

tetibe, ada org pggl aku..

A: awak2..meh saya tlg..knape dgn kasut awak neh.?
me: err..xde..putus..pastu tapak tcabut lak..
A: awak bukak kjap sandal neh..
me: eh xpe2.. jgn susah..sy ok..kat dpn tu ade kdai jual sndal..sket je lg nk smpai dpn tu..jap lg sy bole beli 1.
A:xpe, ape gunanya kalo x tlg same2 manusia.( smbil die kluarkan double sided tape dr beg. cube btulkan sandal aku yg da xcm rupe sandal..).. awak keje kat mane?
me: err...saye..kat jln ampang..kat ****..derh kat tag aku pun le nmpak...nak kelentong pon xle.
A:ouh..dah siap..bebaek la jln ye...
me: tme kaseh..sori sgt2 myusahkan..
A: xdehal..
aku pon trusla jln..ok siket la.dpt msuk tren..dlm tren..blagak tenang..(smbl tgk muka org2 yg x dikenali,tpk kejap: apela yg jd kat diorg bfore naek tren neh ye.. ble msuk tren matlamat satu je: nk cpt smpai ke destinasi msg2)

stesen berikutnye..**** da smpai..
elok aku mnapak je..ade pulak la mamat neh g pjak sandal aku yg sparuh nyawa neh..
amek ko.tcabut tapak..uwa...nk nages..geram..byk2 ksut..aku gak yg kne pagi neh..

dgn hati yg bengkek. kutip n cube lekatkan blk...
jln naek atas...

tringt nk call kmae
kmae: eh lela, ko da smpai blum.? nk aku bwk trun ksut kat ko ke?
me: xpela..lg sket je neh..aku jln pelan2..naseb aku pkai bju kurung. tcover la sket kaki aku neh..hahahha..
kmae: xpe2.. ko pelan2 la..jmpe kat ats nati.

..berjalan dgn klajuan siput..
bjaya smpai ke ats..tp time track aku mesti : late in lah neh.

duduk kat krusi smbl tgk kasut2 yg ade dgn sandal da xde rupe da neh..elok smpai atas..both side da ttgal tapak.. haish..bijak2..

mlm..bila blk umah..
elok bukak pintu, kak anne n maksu da tsengih2..
K.anne: dila, ape jd..sandal mne dila amek neh smpai tcabut2 dgr cte..
me: ni..yg ni ha... nk pulang blk..da xde rupe da..
maksu n k.anne: la..yg ni ke..(smbil bntai gelak.. siut je)..yg ne mmg da rosak...tp kak anne aritu cube ketuk2 lekat kan blk..x btulkan lg..
me: ouh..terbaeklah..

moral of the story? : sendiri pk la...

+karma+

2010-03-09T08:58:00.000-08:00

no need to tell me the rules, coz i noe how the game plays.
no need to rush coz soon or later you'll noe.
no need to worry coz eveything is already written.
no need to say a word coz i already noe.
as simple as dat.
fullstop.done*

+reality bites+

2010-01-28T11:28:00.000-08:00

....life is like a wheel..
..whenever there's an up..down will always comes after it..

Oleh yang demikian,

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry..
...Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. (' ',)

PLus..+++ Life is full of hope+++
Thus i'm hoping for the best and yet preparing for the worst@_@

smoga smua org happy:))..

: may I ?

2009-06-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

lately my emotion mmg out of cntrol tul..
n i hate it..
sume jd x kene..
asek rase nk angen je..
knape la fragile sgt nih...
ngokngek tul..

so..skrg aku rse cm nak:

pecah masuk mne2 shopping complex.. n amek ape aku nak..
(mcm dlm cte ape tu x engat*.. da lame tingin nk wut)
then, nak g maen sliding cm kat stong ritu..tp xnak daki da..nk gune pintu doraemon je.
nak g bring kat atas rumput tgk bintang...
( ape je aku ni.. lantak r.. aku yg nk wut..ape org nk ckp pon..like i care~)
nk g kat candy house (cm dlm cte the cave and the golden rose) n makan choc2 tuh!
kalo dpt jmpe tarabas pon ok jugak! i love combo.

g maen trampoline....jump baby jump... fly baby fly..??
nk g botak kan rmbut sape2...bia dia bgn pagi menjerit..

: blog

2009-06-02T11:21:00.000-07:00

erm..actually, I'm not so into it for a new post pon...
reason: aku lg suke layan blog org laen..hehe
pape pon, here goes the next post..

lately, kerajenan aku mlayan blog2 org xla mencanak sgt...x smpai petala ke-5 pun..
however,it's a slightly different night since dr td i keep myself bz browsing at others blogs..
(juz a few bloggers la that have caught my attention)...
byk gak blaja new things.. baek ade..x baek pon ade:P hahhaha..

well, kbetulan mse intrview dat day pon i got this sort of topic...
..IT,blogger phenomenon n etc... ape lg..bmula la episod "goreng menggoreng"..hahaha
as for me, the intrview was tough..nak jd cte mse aku la nk tuka interviewer..
dpt lak kat mr. chang..technical-based people.. kne kaw2 lah...
naek blur pon ye gak..
yeyean je night b4 tuh aku tnye those yg da lepas,
sume ckp xde tnye sal geology pon..lepak2 je..
well, xpela...rezki masing2...who knows..
( hopefully ade la rezki..amin..)

juz now i found an entry from a blogger who's actually an operation engineer,
ble bce2...susah rupenye workinglife in oil&gas field nih...
when he said dat he's required for the post of QA/QC which he actually had no clue at all pon apekemendenye tuh..
..(means, kne transfer la kan)..so, die tringat mse interview he did say
"i'm willing to learn...."- so, xle nk ckp byk la...

suddenly aku pon tringat...cm familiar je kan..
i did say d same thng too...
"i'm willing to learn any new techniques in related fields...bla..bla"
..haila kalo kate la d same scenario happen to me... kne la trime seadanya..
da la mse die tanye kalo letak aku kat mne2 area kat miri ke sabah ke aku ckp no hal..
le lak aku goreng " i'll take it as a challenge...blablabla" ble die tnye kalo cmpak aku kat rural area in sudan..perghh... wutnye kne btul..ha amek ko nak goreng sgt...huhuhu

tp bile dipk2 kan blk..
we don't actually know what we can or can't do until we're ought to do so..
plus...we don't know what we don't know until we take the next step..

life:: version I

2009-05-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

how would it feel eh when it has come to an end of something???
let's juz say ur degree...
some might say...

" wo..bestnye..da nk abes siut..xyah nak serabut kepala pk exam bagai"

"jelez siut ngn ko..da nk abes..pas grad, keje..blanja aku"
(i used to say it too.:P)

however, the reality isn't as dat simple and a lot of things need to be considered:
->find n get a job--musti2...wajib~
-->internship?? research assistant?---(still in consideration)
--> master??-- ( as suggested by my beloved supervisor:Prof basir)
[tp cm da x sanggup..huhuhu]

well, here comes d real world honey..
life isn't as easy as we thought it wud b...
and that's why some people might say :

"life is like a roller coaster"
( a rollercoaster is way too complex kut nk pasang...kmpleks2..)

ade tu ckp.... "life is like a river"..
(hurm..if it's a braided or meander- type i would agree la kut)

and some people even describe
"life is like a roll of toilet paper"
(hoho...cpt sgt abes..)

different people might have different perspective of life
anyhow, life must go on and it should be lived to d fullest...

let's juz put all these thoughts aside...

lately, i have had a strange feeling..
something great is coming( which is nk lepas azab degree),
and for some reason i should've been happy la kan..
however, i am not happy..kinda weird kut kan..
it's such an indescribeable feeling...
i wonder ...does others feel the same way gak eh?
is this an early symptoms of something or wut..hahha...(da mule mgarut:P)
...i guess it does make sense when people say...
" laila, u like to think too much"

*memyself&i

2009-04-29T15:00:00.001-07:00

*the story begins

2009-04-29T08:23:00.000-07:00

i used to have a blog once...
but i've neglected my dearie blog for almost 2 years
( if i am not mistaken)...huhuhuhu
special thanks to miss " improvisasi sang pendefinisi" a.k.a siti zaleha.
and also not to be forgotten to mr khairie hisyam
(thousands of apologizes if i've misspelled ur name.. x engat:P)
for giving me such a brilliant idea.. i still remembered their words..

" eyh, ape kate ko try wut blog...aku rse seswai la utk org yg jiwa kaco..." -[leha]

" oh, btw taknak berhijrah ke blogspot or wordpress? bleh export blog friendster ke blogspot or wordpress gak, so tak ilang la post2 lama2 tu...consider it when u have time" -[k.hisyam]

hahaha... am i dat so-called "jiwa kaco" leha?? .. well khairie here it is..:)
still, it's a good idea anyway...
well, yeah...i've given it a thought of having 'another' blog for quite a long time ago...
[ohhooo..another one? satu pon xtgk sampai 2 thn]
the problem is, i am afraid that it would end up just as before...hahhaha..:P

however, juz now i found several quotes when browsing...
n there's one dat i would like to share.. :)

Pick yourself up,
Dust yourself off,
Start all over again.
(Dorothy Fields 1905-74: 'Pick Yourself Up' (1936 song)

[ i guess it is not too late for me to start it all over again..hehe]

so..here we go the beginning of the unnamedtalk...

:)